l0ve iSh not Jus aBout loVinG soMeone

2005-10-02T05:29:00.000-07:00

HapPy BeLated ChiLdRen's Day!!

hAhax.. Ytd wAs mY Day.. ChiLdRen's Day.. bLeAhx still g0t pPl wish mE hAppy cHilDren's dAy.. DuHx.. i aM n0t a kId kkIes.. i aM onLi a kId in heArt..

anW i seRiousLy duNno wAt to bLog.. sNeak in to bLog aWhile.. reCently s0 maNy thinGs hAppEn.. i bLog heRe sURe kEna sAy dE.. sAy i thiNkin too muCh stuFf whIcH don c0nceRn mE aNimOre.. but n0 cHoice Wat.. bOth aRe mY bUddiEs.. mE n0 chOice but to stand on thE JustiCe sIde.. hElp mY bRo insTead oF bEibEi.. diSaPpointed and sAd wIth heR laRhx.. hIiax.. bb wE cAnt lIddat h0rx.. *hEhex.. lIddat os0 cAn link to hIm.. =X -tiAnx tiAnx-* tMl is m0ndAy aGain.. g0tta sEe heR fAce.. HIAX!!

cHat wiTh "lonG-lost" fRens onLine Ytd.. f0und oUt thAt lIFe at pOly aInt anythiNg go0d.. aNd heaRd thAt mY baTch dE cUt-off pOints muCh muCh hIgHer dEn last yEar c0x g0t aLot oF dRag0n bABies.. aRg!! h0w cAn.. c0x us to suffEr.. stuPid zEnG Hu (govt) intRo thiS kind oF eDu pOlIcy.. hAiix.. kE lIan aRhx.. wAnna g0 into mAss-cOmm lEhx.. buddEn alL sUb mUz pAss veRi jialAt lEhx.. laNGuagE maths still cAn pIa buddEn sCi nEhx.. veRy gaNg koR (touGh) lEhx.. hiAax.. n0w eveRydAy mAMa pApa sis wiLL naG nAg naG.. naG till i veRy sIan and stRess lia0x.. NEVA MIND!! i shaLL heEd theiR aDvice.. pIa f0r mY GoaL... NP's Mass Comm.. oR eVen MI.. Jiay0ux.. Chi0nG chioNg.. =)

hMmMx.. tMl wiLl tRy to tolErate mY anGer baRhx.. sEe heR faCe.. Gtg vRoom lia0x.. pHysIcs TYS still g0t nuMerous Qns aRhx.. =) tATax..

2005-09-23T06:59:00.000-07:00

*pHew* finALli pRelIms finiSh lia0x.. anD bAck to bLogging i g0.. =)

eVeryThinG baCk t0 noRmaL.. paTch thinGs Up wiTh bB lE.. muaCkkies!! h0pe u aRe as hAppY as i aM laRhs.. iF n0t.. dEn.. liKe dat n0rs.. hEhex.. bo0 HoOo~!! =X

wEll.. eXams wEre Quite t0uGh.. dIn iMpRove muCh on mY mAths while the rEst i duNo Le.. c0z din wEnt to sCh today.. p0n aGain.. hAhax.. pEi mAma f0r chEck-uP.. fiLial h0rs.. *pUi!* eRrpx..

aNw.. dURing eXams thAt pEriod oF tiMe wEnt out to pLay ALot.. MaCham n0 pAper liKe dAt.. sPend l0ts l0ts l0ts oF mOnEy bUying l0ts l0ts oF thINgs.. wEnt to thE shOp thAt i oWaes fReQuent.. b0ught twO t0ps.. wAs thE 1st custoRmer to tRy aNd bUy thAt t0p.. hAHahx.. tHaNKs to KelvIn & GraCe? aNd tHat bRand0n th0u hE din nth c0z kElvin wAs li-siao-in mE and hIm... =) dEn wEnt JP last thuRs and b0ught a t0p to0.. s0 is lIke.. a nEw waRdrObe??!! hAHahx.. maBbie baRhs.. still g0t l0ts oF thiNgs haVen bUy.. nEva mInd wAit till aFter O.. Me aNd bEibEi kC shaLL cReate haVoc in thE sHoppiN inDustry.. dEn till tHat day mUz bRinG heR hUbby aNd mIne aLong.. f0r wAt nEhs.. oF c0z is to caRry our tReaUres coLlected wHile shOpPin!! =P

tHe pAst fEw wEeks anD dAys wAt haPpen i aLso laZy to reCall lia0 barhs.. s0 tok aBt reCent de n0rs.. mEt two pErverts.. oNe is mY cLassmate aNd thE otheR is a SAF nEw reCruit.. sPoiL thE iMaGe oF SAF unifoRmed de sHuai Ges!! iDioits baStaRds!!! shant tok abt it.. dUhs!.. iNsAne!!

hMmMx... t0dAy wAsnt bAd.. wEnt buGis aFter chEck-uP.. resUlts wEre... aBit.. eXcelLent!! aLl pOsitive.. thaNk g0d mAnx!! wE even sHun Bian pRepaRe f0r mE sis-in-laW's sTay in the hOspitaL and bo0ked the dOctor already.. all wE hAve to do is to wAit tiLL dEc wHen mY nEphew sEe thE wOrld f0r thE 1st tiMe!! *eXcited mAns!!* bEtteR sAy sRy to bB 1st.. dUn JeaLous of a sMall little baBy b0iboi kKIes.. =P

cAmE baC l0t1 aNd sAw soMethinG unpLeasAnt.. sAw bRand0n coMin out oF l0t1.. sQueezin in a Puff after his tRip t0 l0t1.. GuEss hE n0t wOrkin todAy baRs.. i mEan.. theRe's n0thin wRong wiTh sMokin bUdden sEein hIm do it is Juz.. kInda.. wEird? luCkily hE din sEe Me iF n0t duno h0w to ReaCt.. hE l0oked too anGelic anD bluR boib0i to mE lia0x.. in tHe eNd onE sMaLL aCti0n hE did jUx sPoiLed mY haPpie aNd pErfEct dAy.. *aSshOle*

hAIix.. wAteva baRhs.. =) g0nnA wAtch tv aNd wAit f0r bb to caLL.. wiSh hIm gd luCk in his touRnaMents baRhs..

*bB: dui bu qi.. tis period of time make u so wat.. all coz of my stubborness again.. jealousy and anger and being red-eyed is woman's nature.. so.. paiseh larhs.. u noe my heart go till where can le larh.. Jiay0u nehs.. bu yao zai rang wo shang xin le hao bu hao..? tMl g0in to maLaysia aGain lia0x.. s0.. miSs ya muACkkies.. =)*

2005-09-07T12:14:00.000-07:00

hAhAx.. fuNny sIahs.. m0n sAy wAnna g0 sCh f0r moCk pApeRs.. iN the eNd os0 nEva g0.. wEnt t0 BP pLay bowLinG.. hAhAs.. sAw aH hui.. bAoMu JinLe.. ninGx.. bEaRbeAr.. mAns!! lonG tiMe n0 pLay thE hAnd ruSty lia0 siAh.. dEn thE sCore liKe cuRve gRapH lEhs.. lOw dEn hiGh dEn low aGain.. hAHahs..

tuEs g0 cHem reMEdiaL.. sIAns.. eVEry0ne wAs likE "eH.!! wAt u d0in heRe aRh??!! miRaCle sIahs..!!" kUku nAdEn.. wAt kinD of attituDe mAns..!! =P g0t pRelIms chEm pRactiCal de resuLts.. thinK n0t bAd lE baRs.. budEn stiLL n0t en0uGh..!! mUz jiay0u.. hAHahs.. in thE end i anD bEibEi kC os0 chArb0t haLfwAy.. snEak out fRom thE baCk do0r.. hEHehs.. wEnt t0 sinG k-bOx aGain!! f0und thE soNg "mEi lI bEn nu Ren".. haRd t0 sinG.!! buddEn g0in to tRy to lEarn till cAn baRhs.. jIay0u nEhs.. =)

wEd is bEibEi kC and xia0hAn de one mTh aNnivErsaRy.. hApPy alWays!! hAHahs.. *eNvy*... buddEn n0 ch0ice laRhs.. i can onLi bE enVious and jEal0us.. i aM n0t thAt bLessEd to gEt l0ved bY soMeone.. hAiis.. "suMtiMe thE w0rd wAteva reaLLi hUrt isnt iT..?? sOrry to thE 0ne i l0ved yEt huRtin hiM alWays "

t0dAy g0nNa bE an0theR bRain-buRstinG dAy!! d0in mAths pApers Every sinGle Day... wAteva.. muz peRsevEre baRhs.. eVen th0u i aM l0sin intErest in stuDies aLl ovEr aGain.. wAt's hAppEninG to mE n0waDay?!! cAnt sMIle pRopeRly.. cAnt c0ncentRate muCh on anYthinG!! wAtEva!!

vRoom aWay lia0... pOof!

2005-09-04T19:52:00.000-07:00

a reaL biG apoLogy Mans.. loLs.. mY coM wAs doWn f0r sO lonG aNd evErythinG jus dUn woRk wEll.. thinGs hAppEn aLot lAtely.. thinGs chanGed to0.. wAt on eaRth hAppEn t0 mE i os0 duNno... i Jus Wanna enJoy mY liFe thE wAy it is n0w..

...lAtest uPdates...
fuN teaChers dAy celEbRati0n!! eRps.. it wAs jus fuN t0kin to thE ex kRanJians.. sAw bRand and his n0t-kRanjiAn-fRen.. jEssiE and gaNg.. blAh bLah bLah.. ouR clAss din hAVe a pArty *eXpectEd* aFter tHat wEnt to sinG kBox aGain.. hAHahs.. sHuanG laRhs!! hAhas.. dEn it was a cRazy niGht f0r wEd niGht.. vEri baD niGht.. pRacticAllI cRy till Eyes sWollEn.. wEnt to sLp with mY faCe wEt.. soMe pEeps w0uLd n0e.. iF wAn to n0e dEn ask me uRsElF bArhs..

thUrs wAs kBox dAy aGain.. mAns.. 2 dAys in a Row huHs.. to0 bAd laRhs.. i wAnna vEnt mY anGer out.. sh0ut till nEArly n0 v0ice.. aCtuaLLi suPpose to mEet soMe fRens f0r m0vie but din wEnt.. quite sAd buddEn os0 gd larhs.. g0t to wAtch supErstar.. din reaLLi wAtch os0.. was talKin on the -hone with sAm.. l0ng tiMe n0 see.. hAiis..

dIn wEnt to sCh on fRidAy.. eNdEd up shOppinG all mY alLowanCe.. oH mAns!! buddEn it wAs vEri VEri nIce n fun..!! b0ught tWo pAnts.. oNe oRanGe biLlab0nG cAp.. oNe "retRo" belt.. eRms.. cAnt reMb the Rest lia0s.. hEHes.. mEt mY bEIbEi kC aFter thAt and sHe bRouGht aLmost All mY tReasUres bAck hoMe.. (my mAMa will g0 cRazy sEeinG th0se stuFf.. =X )

sat wAs eVen bEtter.. l0t1 wAs hAving some pRomo oR soMethinG.. b0ught aNotheR pAir oF pAnts.. oNe t0p.. oNe Za 2-wAy f0undAti0n.. 0nE "y0-yo!! chEck it 0ut" aCcessoRy f0r mY pAnts.. eRms.. dEn os0 f0rgEt lia0s.. hAHahs.. sH0ppin is aN0ther wAy f0r mE to relEase my stRess.. bLehs.. wEnt t0 mHa0 pArty-bBq aFter tHat..!! hAhahs.. hAppY siAhs.. sAw AS.. hE lo0ked liKe willY w0nkA wIth thAt spEcs.. dEn wEnt int0 the wAter.. aNd thAt stuPid EnQi nEarly sCaRed mE to dEath..!! c0z i sCared of wAter siNce i nEArly dRoWned wHen i aM y0ung.. dEn hE puShed mY hEad in thE middLe oF thE po0l.. sCaRy cAn!! wEll.. sRy laR budEn i cRied.. =X hAHhas.. a giRl liKe mE cRy.. nEva minD in e eNd g0t hIm to piGgy bAc mE as wEll in thE wAter.. hAHahs.. dunno wHen cAn i get oVer my pSchology pRoBs wIth thE po0l..

hMmMs.. finIshed!! g0in to sCh lAta f0r moCk pAper enGlish.. s0.. tAtas.. muACks!!

2005-08-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

wAHahas.. fInallI the fLu oKay lia0s.. buddEn thE n0se is stiLL bloCked lEhs.. mUz taKe h0t bAth evErydAy.. b0 bIan laRhs.. =X

12 Aug wAs kRanJi's oWn dansIcal.. g0d!! wE weRe liKe lAte s0 to0k 179 dEn wIth the hElp oF stuDents deRe n my Jie wE manAged t0 gEt to the auDitoRiuM.. mAns!! iS likE biG loHs.. sEe lia0 wiLl faiNt aRhs.. onE auDitoRiuM onLi to0k us nearly tEn mIns t0 reaCh.. very dE wAt loHs.. *aHem* baCk to e pt laRhs..

thE dansiCal wAs gReat eXcept thE 1st part laRhs + all thE spEeCh and aLL.. wEird lEhs.. n0rmaLLi thE Guest of Honour wiLl spEak buddEn in oUr case dun haVe.. d0ts.. hAd a gReat tiMe th0u mY sEats weRe taKen bY my claSs dE iDiots.. bEibEi(kc) dun sEem to mInd sinCe sHe cAn sIt wiTh hEr daR.. zhen sHi dE.. thE stReet daNce was veRy stEady espEcialLi aZra s0 hIong siAhs.. aFter thAt wAs pHoto-taKIn tiMe.. hAhas.. aFter tHat wAs wAiting aNd wAiting aNd wAitin f0r duNo wAt!! mY clAss dE idi0ts wEre moRe aUntie dEn mE n0rs.. s0 Po pO mA mA dE.. aIy0yo!! nExt time cAnt lE aRhs.. dUn0 h0w mAny tiMes thIs maKe mE anD bEibEi(kC) pIssEd.. aiy0yo.. dEn aFt tHat tHey to0k 179 i wEnt to taKe sHuttLe bUs.. wEnt baCk to cCk to hAve suPper dEn g0 hoMe lia0.. buddEn nv g0 stRaiGht laRhs =P l0st mY eaRrinG.. saded saDed saDdeD!! nVm n0r thE m0st bUy aGain rIte.. is n0t liKe thE sHop cLosed lia0s.. =P loLs.. duNo tEn yeArs lAter stiLl haVe daNsiCal oR musidAn oR wAteva larhs.. iF g0t mUz g0 bAck wAtch aGain.. to0 bAd unaBle to sEe soMeb0dy theRe.. haiis neXt tiMe? hAHahs.. buddEn n0 nit to lo0k f0r fRens on staGe lE.. s0 coNveNient arhs.. eRps.. sRy aBit oFf tRack.. hEhEs..

n0waDays thinGs kEep hAppEnin thE oOpsite wAy i wAnted.. sIck!! buddEn mUz toleRate yEa.. =)

lAter g0in out to wAtch fiRewoRks wiF bb.. yEappIes.. mUz eNj0y.. ruNninG oFf~ muaCkiEs!! *vRo0m~*

thinGs alWays hApPen f0r a reas0n

whY ppL oWaes yEarn f0r e reas0n

suMtimes sumthinGs are mEant t0 bE hiddEn

soMewHeRe dEep in 0ur heaRt

dun g0 lo0kin f0r suMone eLse's reas0n

its theIr oWn littLe sEcret

wHy b0ther to mAke ursElf beinG hAted

whEn u aRe boRn an aNgel

theRe aRe tiMes whEn an aNgel is deviLish

thEre are tiMes wHen a dEvil is anGelic

haVe u eVer w0nder

whIch oNe aRe u?

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mHao: eVen iF u dun tRust uRselF oR wAts0eva u os0 mux tRust uR mEi loHs.. sHe din d0 anYthing wRong.. iS jUs thAt u alL haVe aLways bEen thinKin soMethinG whIch is n0t tRue.. is up to u to thinK aNythinG le.. u wAnnA mAke mE piSsed dEn g0 aHeAd giving hEr thAt kiNd oF faCe.. oWnselF thinK baRhs..

2005-08-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

`-[aH cHo0~!]=.: wAh GERMS!! thIs tiMe conFirm is n0t ppL cuRsinG or miSsinG mE lia0 laRs.. muz bE thAt XinHao laRhs.. oWnseLf siCk till maCham hE takin dRuGs liKe dat den spRead t0 mE.. oMg!! n0w lEh mY tuRn lia0 laRhs.. *aH chOo!* hAiis.. oRal haVen staRt Jiu liKe dAt lia0.. m0ndAy cAnt sCore h0w.. *tsK tSk+shaKe heaD* =X

oH dEar heaRd seRene tellIn mE aBt todAy's oRaL.. liEw!! tRick ppL dE lEhs.. pAssaGe taLk Abt caterinG dEn thE piCtuRe sh0w maIds and cuRry puff oR sumthinG liKe thAt dE.. dEn noRmaLLi thE passaGe and thE piCture is liNked dE maRhs.. in thE end miSs Lai saYsis illeGal to hiRe mAids f0r cateRinG seRviCes.. My g0d dEn liKe thIs mAti lia0 laRhs.. Hiay0yo.. loLs.. h0pe bEibEi(kC) wiLL have a "w0nderFuL" tiMe tml.. muaCkks!! Go0d luCk w0rs ppL.. *huGgiEs*

boRed!! tmL muz g0 f0r sCh f0r no lEss0ns?? loLs c0z g0t lIt den cHem buddEn i n0 lIt dEn xia0 hei (shasI) g0 dansIcal dE thinG.. hAHahs.. *yEappIes* n0 nEed to bRinG bag aGain.. aFter thAt mUz g0 hoMe dEn g0 JB wiTh sis lia0.. pEi heR g0 buy thinGs dEn eiTher catCh a m0vie oR sh0ppin nIah l0hs.. stRaiGht aFt still muz coMe hoMe t0 chanGe and get reaDy to g0 dansIcaL.. thE stReet danCe bEtter bE niCe iF n0t i g0nna asK thEm t0 go boo! lia0 mAns.. =X

O leveL chiNese resuLts coMinG 0ut lia0.. to0 bad i cAnt stAy and stAy bY bb or bEibeI or minGha0 oR mAtthEw oR blah blah blah dE siDes.. mUz balEk hoMe.. hAiis.. h0pe thEy wilL aRchieve e gRade oF thEir eXpecti0ns.. muaCkkIes! (oH dear i aM kissinG l0ts oF ppL n0wadAys.. =P)

st0ppin heRe lE baRhs... wAn g0 coMplete mY chInese pAper 1 lia0s.. oH yah!! ppL aRd mE muz takE caRe lehs.. c0z bb fEver (muaCkies!) bEibEi kC thRoat inFecti0n (HuGgiEs!) xinHao fLu oR aDdiCted to dRugs (oRbi =X takE caRe larhs!!) AS couGh (dRink wAter h0rs!).. hEhex.. reaLLi g0 lia0.. *vRooM~!*

2005-08-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

.+.-[`HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE:].+.

wAHahAhax t0dAy is nAti0naL dAy!! 1 and a haLf hR wE g0nna sAy bYebyE t0 sinGapoRe's actuaL 40th biRthdAy lE.. *wnks* Jus watCh thE NDP on tv.. s0 niCe.. n0 flaG bEareRs fainTed.. n0 peRfoRmers sLippeD and feLL dEn bRoke aLL thE pRops.. peRfect!! unLike thE pReviEw i wAtchEd.. s0 manY suAy thinGs hAppEn.. hAHahs..

hMmMs.. t0daY n0thinG to taLk abt laRhs.. oNli yTd niGht hAd a 2 hRs talK with mAma.. quaRreLled.. teaRed.. huRt.. but stiLL eveRythinG is oKay.. =) i g0t to Give iN and n0t lEt heR woRry oR wAdsoeVa yEa.. thE rep0rts wiLl onLi bE anNounCed this wEek instEad oF thE pAst 3 dAys.. siCk!! thE hospItaL lIed.. aRgs!! hAiis.. h0pe reaLLi n0thinG will hAppEn t0 hEr yEa.. *pRay haRd*

yEa~!! tmL g0in to kBox aGain.. mAns!! tWice in a wEek g0nna lose mY v0ice lia0 laRhs.. haHax.. bEibEi kC is g0in out with *aHem* dEn lEft mE with bb n0rs.. hEhex aFt s0 lonG finaLLi g0in sinGing toGethEr lia0s.. muaCkkiEs!! s0 lonG din sEe hiM lia0 sIahs.. o0ps! cAnt sAy lia0s.. lAteR veRy *ph0ne* aRhs.. =P

g0in to snuGgle wiTh mAMa and sisTa on bEd and watCh m0vie lia0s.. hEhex.. whIch is wat wE noRmalLi dun d0 buddEn t0niGht eXcepti0n yEa.. hAhas.. *vA vA vRooM~*

2005-08-08T00:58:00.000-07:00

wEe u wEe~!! t0day is the ND celebRati0n..!! hEhe waKe uP s0 veRi de eaRli t0 fetCh kC..wAh~!!! sTressEd mAns c0z aRh thE whoLe bus all reGent dE dEn i thE onLi gReen sKiRt girL.. wAh pianGs liKe auNtie lEhs.. heHes den i sAw mY tWin at e bus st0p!! =X saMe shiRt saMe pattern saMe th0uGhts-th0t other party will bRing bag t0 put hp.. zhen sHi dE..

dEn oFf to sCh wE g0.. g0 to sCh 1 and a halF hr onLi dEn balEk hoMe lia0s.. *yaWns* dEn that paRade n0 maRch in.. ppL staRt faintinG suBseQuentli.. suMmoRe 1st one is sSc de.. buddEn thinK he veRi gd lia0 1st tiMe faint still wan to c0ntinuE standinG.. *cLap cLap* dEn wAs asK t0 foRm the sinGapoRe flaG dEn sHaMita tt oRh jia0 staRted danCinG.. luCKy i din taKe bReakfast wiLl voMit till dun0 wAt aRhs.. dEn pArty p0ppeRs weRe poppEd and thRown!! dEn fRom bb claSs suMmoRe.. =.='' dEn s0nGs weRe plAyed.. t0k to mY laRlinG dEbb dEbb.. *muaCks!!* dEn JH class de Guys s0 hi0ng!! oMg~ mE and kC sit at thE cantEen sEe lia0 s0 pAisEh dun0 y.. den g0t thE huMan wAve.. tsK tsK loWer sEc dun0 h0w to contiNue de sIahs den sPoiL evErythinG.. loLs aFter jiu diSmIssEd lia0s.. wEll wE still haVe bRiefinG f0r oraL laRhs..

afTer that nEhs wEnt l0t 1.. sAw thinGs whiCh i fEel s0 fRustRated aBt n bb wasnt maKin mE feel anY bEtteR.. hiAss dEn thEy eAt le mE and bEibEi(kC) go sinG kb0x lia0!! wAHahaha s0 damN shuanG.. 1st tiMe g0 with heR maRhs.. staRtinG wAs s0 sAd laRh c0z of the sonGs wE sanG.. caLL bb whIle sinGing yan lei de wEi da0 (the taste of tears) but n0 piCk up.. ='( haLfwAy thRu haD to wEnt aWay to sEttLe thinGs.. coMe baC dEn duno wHy beCome veRy hiGh.. kEep sinGin all th0se fast sonGs esPeciaLly reVoluti0n and eneRgy sonGs!! dEn mE and kC was liKe tRying t0 outdo eaCh othEr by raPPin liKe duno wAt.. dEn sanG loVe duEts and "i gonnA maRry u tml".. loLs.. s0 fuNni hAd a gReat tiMe sinGinG sCreamIn sHoutinG danCing!! sinCe sHe is s0 fRee n0w nXt wEek wE g0in again!! dun sAy wE aRe cRazy h0r.. sHe's paRt oF my liFe n0w.. Jus finisH tokIn to heR on e pHonE aNw.. *muaCks bEibEi w0 ai nI!! =x*

n0w st0nin le l0hs.. thinK n0t tokIn on the pHone toniGht lia0 baRhs.. bB wEnt out wiTh his fRen sHud bE out tiLL veRy lAte.. hIaS n0w pEi-in maMa watCh tv.. g0nna tRy to spEnd all the tiMe in dA woRld wiTh heR nXt tiMe n0 chAnCe lia0 dun0 how.. =) *wo ai ni.. ai zhe ni.. jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi~* hEHehs.. betteR g0 lia0s ppL onLine aRe sColdin mE dAo lia0s.. *va va vRo0m~!!*

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matt: xiE xIe ni aFterno0n dE tiMe and coNsoLences.. mE deCide to c0ntiNue n0 matteR wAt.. Jue bu fanG sh0u.. muz suPp0rt mE kkIes.. =) i n0e u wiLl de laRhs h0rs..

bEiBei: eh u bEtta st0p tEllinG my maMa i n0t stuDyin h0rs l8r wHack uR aRse aRhs.. =P thaNks f0r bEinG by my siDe 24hr to0.. muaCks!!

bb: mE sAid lE.. n0 mAtteR wAt me n0t goin to lEt g0.. remB lAst tiMe u sEnd me a msG.. n0w u aRe the kiTe n g0in to tiE u to Me tiGht.. muaCkks.. h0pe u wiLl tRy to let me pLay a moRe siGnifiCant roLe in uR heaRt.. i n0e mY standaRds wEll.. iF sHe's unReplaCabLe dEn lEt it bE baRhs.. w0 zhi dao ni ai wo jiu ha0.. =) qing bu ya0 zai rang w0 shang xin ha0 ma?

biG biG THANK YOU to mY larlinGs~~ muacCkies!! *hApPy NDP!!*

2005-08-06T22:49:00.000-07:00

edited my post le.. dun bother to ask me why yea.. hMmmMs.. thEse 3 days g0nna be haRd i guess.. eveRytiMe the ph0ne rinG will sCared.. sCared if it was a call from the hospital aBt the rep0rts.. haiis.. today moRninG pApa was pissinG my heAd oFf.. dun0 how liFe is g0in to bE if my mama realli wasnt aRd.. is gonna be real haRd mAns.. eNd of Aug my paRents g0in to China lia0s.. loLs.. inDependent giRl i g0in to bE? h0pe s0 baRhs.. mAma suRe veRy sian wHen sHe coMes baC from China.. sEein a wh0le basKet oF diRty cLothes wAitin f0r her to wAsh.. s0.. i aM g0in to bE a go0d giRl ansd cut off her l0ad.. *g0d n0es iF i g0in to tuRn the whIte tops and b0ttoMs t0 an0ther c0louR.. and tuRn all the blaCk clOthes to wHite.. =X*

ytd wEnt l0t1 find kC.. loLs s0 weiRd shE weaRinG sch u dEn i weaR till liKe auNtie.. *okay i adMit i aM an auntiE wiF my spEcs oN [T.T]* b0ught ouR t0ps foR m0nday.. wE b0ught eaRrinGs and haiR aCcessoRies to0.. loLs.. g0nna bE liKe tWins lia0 laRhs.. aiYoy0~~ hEhex.. buddEn Guess mY top is quite sMall with the sCh skiRt.. haCk laRhs buy le cAnt reGret.. g0nnA piCk her up tmL moRn at yEw tee.. muz pRoteCt heR fRom iRritatin aSsho*es.. *dOot~* aRg.. dun caRe laRhs.. as lonG as shE happy.. =)

eveRy hAppy thinGs will coMe to an eNd? mabbiE it will f0r soMe ppl.. buddEn h0pe mE and bb realli gonna woRk out thiS tiMe.. i mUz chanGe and thRow aWay mY Da xiao Jie attitude..*stubboRn-unreasonaBle* bleAhs.. pLus i g0t myseLf a nEw bEibEi.. kC!! hAhas.. sHe nEed us n0w i guEss.. tmL is k-b0x dAy.. wAHahahax.. hAppy mAns.. h0pe sHe will bE happY.. shE wAs theRe wHen i nEeded heR s0 now i g0nna give heR all mY l0ve n caRe.. eHs... cAnt!! muz lEft soMe f0r bb.. oR rather m0st of it f0r bb.. muaCks!! *rEded* loLs.. shUttup!! s0 noveMber h0rs.. =P

g0nna bAthe lia0s.. s0 h0t n0waDays.. heRe i coMe bAthrm~ muaCkks..

2005-08-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

*phEw!* finaali fRiday isH heRe.. nXt wEek is eVen bEtter onLi nIt to g0 sCh for reaL for 1 and a haLf dAys.. shuAnG!! blEahx.. toDay is n0t a veRy sHuanG dAy.. sAded.. PE th0t cAn pLay till s0nG de buddEn less dEn 15mins stoMaChaChe Jiu st0p lE.. dEn watCh bb and mY clAssMates pLay bAll n0rs.. *sAded* aFter reCess moRe funNi.. enGlish pEriod is AS tuRn to reaD the pAssaGe f0r oRaL.. hE s0 neRvous to0.. beCome m0nkEy's butt faCe aFt tt.. po0r thinG.. reLax bRo mUz Jiay0u woRs!! all the "ed" and "t".. gd luCk!! last pEri0d woRst g0t mAths vEctors tEst.. l0st 4 maRks lia0s.. *Give up* hAiis.. suAn lia0 h0ls muz Jiay0u lE!! *buCk up*

aFt sCh pia hoMe bAthe le Jiu g0 out aGain pEi mA f0r chEck up.. s0 anXious and woRried f0r heR.. cant iMaginE with0ut her in m0ii liFe.. i am s0 dEpEndent on heR.. aFt that wEnt buGis sHe kEep askinG mE wAn to buy wHAt.. *t0uchEd* in e end onLi b0ught a t0p.. (so tt she go china can buy more things for me!! =P) sRy mA i still luRbe u de laRhs.. sHe's s0 qUiet on the JouRney wAy hoMe s0 told her mAni laMe joKes.. in the end she cant toLerate till sHe lauGhs lyk hEll.. s0 iRonic h0rs.. =XxX hEhes..

reaCh JE lia0 dEn reaLise thAt the aRmy guy wAs m0i fRen.. wAs s0 piSsed wHen hE kEep staRinG at mE on thE tRain.. loLs.. dEn sCreaMed wHen i sAw hiM on the pLatf0rm whIle tRansferring tRain.. oMg!! he wEnt in f0r BMT de.. s0 fAst.. sEe hIm in thAt uNif0rm with s0 suCh shoRt haiR.. tannEd skIn.. sKinnY b0d.. *eH mUz eat n sLp moRe leHs.. thiNk n0w de aRmy liFe qUite reLax bArhs.. n0t lyk last tiMe s0 si0nG rIte.. taKkierRes!!*

*oFf to sLp lia0s.. tiRed mAns.. niGhts.. sWeet dReaMs t0 m0ii.. muaCks bb~ miSs ya..*

2005-08-04T23:14:00.000-07:00

today sch time pass veri fast.. last period pdp very lame muz go take the NE quiz.. muz pass den can promote to a higher lvl of education.. lols.. singapore edu system so cute siahs.. lols.. den the game so funny.. muz answer qns regardin s'pore den use the points to build houses, estates etc.. dickson down dere so noisy.. laughin all the way.. *funni* hmms.. so busy and rushed today.. din go ip coaching went home to slp.. bleahs.. slp awhile den my sis come bac make me wake up.. *irritated!!* lols wake up den went out liao lohs.. happy night lehs.. spend time with bb.. hai bu cuo.. =P

tml is friday!! great~ last day of the wk and can rest liaos.. budden still muz study of coz.. i need to work super duper hard in order to catch up with others.. hu asks me to be so slack last tym.. *regretted* hahas.. budden too bad larhs.. ying din go sch again.. -ying arhs.. if u reading this den hurry go bac sch... listen to ppl advice kkies.. dun fall le den regret.. no use de.. waste ur time onli.. u onli sec2 marhs.. still got so much time to play.. Jiayou kkies.. i will still ting u de!! ur frens all care for u like hell.. muaCkks!!-

hais.. muz sign off liao.. stupid a**hole nagging again.. wanna use the com.. siCkening.. coMe back home so smelly dun wan bathe still kb me.. daMn!! ARgg!! luCky is friday so0n.. *supErstar resuLts out soon.. Jiayou!!* muaCks.. takkieRe pEeps.. =)

2005-08-01T23:38:00.000-07:00

lala.. finalli come bac liao..!! aft so many months.. *bleahs* hmms.. reach home early so decided to edit bac the blog and change the add.. 1st time chose somethin other den black.. hahahs.. mabbie coz of my mood barhs.. this few days were super bright but in between there are of coz dark moments.. dun wish to think liao larhs.. jus take it as the bad part of my fate barhs.. hahas..

sch was not bad.. got pissed off occasionalli.. AS is sick and he still come to sch.. poor thing.. drink the water like as if ten thousands years din drink like dat.. eng lesson was so sick!! yap call me and leon to read the oral passage.. the bad part was the mic!! omG~ use the mic and talk to the whole class.. macham wan the whole level to hear liddat.. so paiseh siahs.. *redEd.sHiver* duno wat i own her last life oso.. today funny lehs.. mdm mah caught leon for 2nd time with poker liao.. today hand it to mr cheng.. hahas.. as punishment leon muz get 10 teachers to sign after performing his "magic".. lols.. speCial siahs.. see leon like so poor thing.. so far onli malek sign.. hehex.. =P

hmm passed joce her bday present liao.. lols.. think i am the "first" and last to wish her happy bday.. hope she likes it nors.. budden nvm if she dun lyk den buy another one for her lohs.. =XxX *hAppy bDay again!! muaCks!! huGgies*

elated i am today
thou din realli get to talk to bb
apology i mdae to mama
happy and touched she was
forgiven i am now
so i gonna get my rest
wait till i am full of energy
smiles and laughter i will give
muacks i send to my frens in sch
thanks for the tolerance this few days!!

hehex.. zzz liao.. bettter stop crappin later kena shoot by lamers.. say0s.. *sWeet dreams*